November 2011
1 post
August 2011
3 posts
How dare you make my Queen angry!
Argh, still can’t get over the fact why he has to talk so long, making the meeting so long… i think i will be even more mad if i was there loh.. can’t believe the meeting started at 2030 and end at 2300…
Suddenly thought of giving up… i was consoling Queen and at the same time, i guess i have gotten the emotions from her, Oh no, but it’s okay,
just dun know...
To my dearest brother
Just a moment, I happened to come to my brother’s blog, and was overwhelmed with emotions when I am reading it. Yes, I guess we are on the same boat..
Extracted from his blog: with italic and underlined as my comment….
“All that frustration in me has built up to a point where I just have to release it. I want to vent it out on that trio, but I can’t. I would do what I do best...
July 2011
1 post
October 2010
2 posts
想哭 想吐 只能把不平忍住 好无助 有点愤怒 擦擦眼睛看清楚 是我疏忽 还是顽固 但是我觉得好无辜 我只能哭 我只能吐 把所有灰色都放逐 一切的是非都不在乎 不要躲在被窝里偷哭 我不屈服 我不认输 挣脱了所有无畏束缚 所有的灰色地带都是必经之路 我很无助 是我疏忽 还是糊涂 有时关心是种包袱 我只能哭 我只能吐 把过度关心都放逐 一切的是非都不在乎 不要躲在被窝里痛哭 我不屈服 我不认输 挣脱了所有无畏束缚 所有的灰色地带都是必经之路 我很无助 其实我只需要你们祝福 我就心满意足 跌跌撞撞是无法避免的 请给我点空间 这是我的路 一切的是非都不在乎 不要躲在被窝里痛哭 我不屈服 我不认输 挣脱了所有无畏束缚 所有的灰色地带都是必经之路 我很无助 很无助 ——— 10 0ctober 2010, 101010 the 1st Private...
June 2010
3 posts
Pull and Bear!! :) my summer Shopping desires~~~ promo
Recently, dunno why… keep thinking and staring out the blank.. maybe it’s becoz of her.. soon.. the days are drawing near and every week.. new songs coming out.. driving me to the walls.. the lyrics just pierced thru my heart.. Oh Gosh! why must did this to me.. 短暂的恋情, 是回忆, 还是幸福? i like the narration in the MV after 4:14… :) 唐禹哲 D一秒－灰色河堤 凌晨两点 一个人的咖啡店 想念曾经 不安分的情绪 独自走在灰色河堤...
rubbing the salt on the wound... hurts.. painfully
How i wish to stop her from crying..?
How i wish to use my hands to touch her cheeks and wipe her tears?
How i wish to take out my tissues and wipe her tears that run down her cheeks?
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It’s like you see a donut in front of you, but you just can’t eat it.. it’s so tempting and yet sinful.. :(
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Seeing her cry makes my heart bleed..
Guess she will...
April 2010
5 posts
魔幻力量 (Magic Power) 我是誰我是誰我是誰 作詞：廷廷 (Magic Power) 作曲：廷廷 (Magic Power) 編曲：Jae Chong 我是谁 你是否常常这样问自己 我是谁 总是活在别人的期望里 我是谁 是谁又擅自帮你定义了 你是谁 只有不是自己才安全
为什么 你以为这个世界很美丽 为什么 你爱这个世界胜过爱自己 为什么 这个世界不给你平等待遇 为什么 到底做错了什么
朋 友都说你太 太 太奇怪 在背后把你当成笑 笑 笑话看 每一个动作都被瞎猜 他们 说你是个不能容忍的存在
你想要的很 很 很简单 不过就是最普通的 的 的平凡 诚实做自己有时候很难 但是请你勇敢的试一次看看
**无论他们又说什么 闲言闲语无法伤害我 世界上只有一个我 没人能代替的我 无论他们又做什么 小动作无法 打败我 我知道自己是最美丽的 ...
http://lawcm.blogspot.com/2009/01/make-me-fool.html Last year January, I chanced upon listened to this song (see above link) Make Me A Fool - 小煜. Today, i have a random search and saw it has a MV.. a KUSO MV.. enjoy..:) Lyrics 作詞：小煜 作曲：小煜 請你聽聽這是我想念的聲音 如果妳還記得那年的冬季 那件大衣口袋的溫暖甜蜜 有我們握愛的手心 計算不出曾經擁抱妳的距離 也許我把自己想的太聰明 原來愛情需要一點點空氣 天下著雨 還有人等著天放晴 You Make Me A Fool 我承認我對愛是有點頑固 那是因為我很在乎 妳仰角看我哭 難道妳就這樣退出 You...
Hmm, suddenly feel like thanking God for He has done for me.. He knows, and He knew I doesn’t have CASH with me.. and i have spent $32 on the swimming trunks and $28 on my advance payment for the internet.. and as I have trust in Him, He did and He does reward me with.. thank Him for granting my Aunt to treat me a $44+ Steamboat buffet dinner on thu (just past). hehez. really thanked her for...
tired.. sometime, i just need someone to listen to me.. to shoulder my burden, to answer my worries.. guess, no one can do it right now.. maybe it’s becoz my heart has been locked.. time after time… i have been looking back.. have i really made the wrong decision of studying poly? instead of JC? i guess my answer is still a NO.. no poly, no C184, no wanying, no E98, no Euzanne… ...
Was quite shocked that this song can be interpret in 3 versions: Version 1: Official Version - 謝和弦 Version 2: With Band (Friends) Version - 謝和弦+海平面樂團 Version 3: Dance Version - 謝和弦xPHDxRidiculousFunk (Fav) Cool right? hehez… :)
March 2010
8 posts
pasting my frustration over just now kranji tour outing, this conversation was done with my fren Sx…:) well, I was expected that to happen. and yet it happens. Thank God it rains, it not, i dunno how am i able to survive the farm tours for the entire day…:) Jim Law. the movie, “How to train your dragon” was great, but not the incident after that..it’s also a RAWRing...
hmm..it’s me again. haha.. just finished my medicine not long ago. it’s my 2nd day at home. staying at home is boring actually. but it really improve my health condition.. at least now my fever subsides liao. so scary ytd night when i seen the thermometer 38.1 degrees c.. ytd, i told myself, i can’t go out. i must be at home to rest. i thought drink enough water + nap nap, rest...
it’s Guitar practice song no.1 :) woohoo.. this friday mar 19, i am going to practice on this song.. let’s pray that i am able to complete the song before i leave SG on mar 28 :) …張傑【我不聽】 午夜裡散场的电影 剩下你笑容在播映 你说你也该回去 我不听 我不听 开个玩笑那是蔡依林的歌 我只是偶尔也想孩子气 你 却都不理 说一声Baby Baby 我爱上了你 用全部的力气 让你能感应 你却只留下一句 I’m leaving **我不听 了 我不听了 為什麼你总让人不开心 连一个非常简单的回应 比得到世界还不容易 我不听了 我不听了 反正你往往比我更 不想听...
okay, it sux.. i know it, and i knew it secretly down my heart.. my grade can’t jump from 2.5 to 3.1… now, i am really having doubt with the verse, “nothing is impossible”. is everything really possible? i am going for the SAT test in the near future.. hopefully i will start studying it in April while i give out tution/relief teaching assignment to earn an income for...
see lah.. think think too much already.. always like that de… but afterall. well.. it’s has be a good choice.. at least i am able to take the opportunity to counsel someone.. haha.. it’s really amazing how i can be so diplomatic to counsel someone but yet keep myself from emo.. (at least dun think of those)… tml will be a trip down to memory lane.. i will take lots lots...
questions questions… there are so much questions i wanted to ask… ask them and ask myself.. am i plain naive or is it i am too sensitive over the minor issue.. i really hate it.. hate myself for been so timid.. hate myself for been so sensitive hate myself for not be able to voice out.. THIS IS IT, Man… a small issue is been manigified by our dear chee meng.. after all it’s...
those who understand me, will eventually understand me. those friendship can last, will last over time. in this very moment, it’s a test of friendship. hopefully is i think too much le bah. but i just think this combination is kinda of fragile.. shall let this overseas trip test the foundation of our friendship. hope it lasts….but not fades away like others…
friends come and friends go...
it’s very amazed how your other friends care and cheer u up when you are upset over some thing of another frens..
one after another, everyone that cares for me.. did really approach me and ask me what happen…
true true, i did share to those close one.. others.. haha.. just thank them for the concern loh..
the grad trip poses so much uncertainty
i dun even know whether i am ready...
February 2010
2 posts
Have you ever felt something is holding back, something that you always like in the past? something that you always enjoyed in the past? someone that you care about in the past? someone that cares about you, love you and chat with you. Past is just the past, this is my 20th year and everything is going to change, I dun even know where will i be? and when will i be the someone that i dream of.. A...
韋禮安 好天氣
今天的云不太合群只留下几朵消息 不想要靠近不想要休息不太想要下雨 今天的空气有点不太安定 吹动了旋律吹动了安静吹醒了我想你 昨晚那一场倾盆大雨还有 一点痕迹一点可惜等着被晒干净 这样的好天气怎么能没有你 谁为谁的每一天都放晴 等待着好天气再次的遇见你 谁为谁把每一片天 我们都害怕一路上的风雨又有谁能逃避 但是漫长夜后不要忘记雨过后总会天晴 这样的好天气怎么能没有你 谁为谁的每一天都放晴 等待着好天气再次的遇见你 谁为谁把每一片天都抹干净 抹干净
May there will be good weather… :)
January 2010
4 posts
Do You Love Your Neighbour? Submitted by Robin Marrion, California, Modified by Chee Meng, Credits to go Victoria Sit on Marina Barriage grass..
Everybody sits on the grass in a circle except for one person who stands in the middle. That person then approach o someone and shout, “Do You love your neighbor?”. If the person answered YES. The two people sitting either side of him/her...
super funny conversation in the office
*extracted from esip week 12 - weekly journal
Random Talking over the desk Susi saw Angshu’s long hair when she is back from swim at her desk, she immediately asked her with admiration, “what do you did to your hair?”. Then Angshu said, “oh, i went swimming just now (during lunch break). Then susi was like looking at me as well saying, “you know what? how many...
when effort is not been recognised, where got such...
Here is the comment by my LO…
Reflections are more than just a reporting of what happened and what conversations took place. Reflections should be a window to your opinions and the basis for those opinions. It is an opportunity for you to tell the reader how you feel about issues or your interpretations of something. In a way, it is like seeing something and then interpreting it in your own...
heard this over vic’s mp3, so popped by to listen to the MV.. very touching.. i tried off-ing my lights and watch that MV in complete darkness.. and well.. got emo…but didn’t teared… enjoy! :) 【背對背擁抱】歌詞 詞: 林怡鳳 曲: 林俊傑 話總說不清楚 該怎麼明瞭 一字一句像圈套 舊帳總翻不完 誰無理取鬧 你的雙手甩開剛好的微妙 然後戰火再燃燒 我們背對背擁抱 濫用沉默在咆哮 愛情來不及變老 葬送在烽火的玩笑 我們背對背擁抱 真話兜著圈子亂亂繞 只是想讓我知道 只是想讓你知道 愛的警告(這警告) 我不要一直到 形同陌路變成自找 既然可以擁抱...
December 2009
6 posts
SAY HELLO to 2010!! my new year 2010’s resolutions are as follow: Train my physical body to prepare for NS, more proper exercising routine
Aim for better health and healthy lifestyle
Grow deeper with God in terms of faith and believe
Family and current friendship will stay firm and strong
Pray to graduate with at least a GPA of 3.0
Finish SIP with an awarding results
that’s...
搞砸了 - 黄鸿升 小鬼 再一次拨了电话还是没有回应 再一次等待着奇迹 再一次想了又想不懂为何自己 再一次挥霍她的心 我蠢蠢 蠢到了底 自己都很难相信 她就是一次一次 一次一次 忍耐到这结局 又被我搞砸了 又搞砸了 又伤了她的心 她流下一颗泪滴 我后悔到不能呼吸 又被我搞砸了 又搞砸了 怎样才能回去 我下定所有的心 只要能够让她的心 重新开心 再一次拨了电话还是没有回应 再一次挂断了手机 再一次美丽的梦变成空了废墟 再一次让爱都开心 我蠢蠢 蠢到了底 自己都很难相信 她就是一次一次 一次一次 忍耐到这结局 又被我搞砸了 又搞砸了 又伤了她的心 她流下一颗泪滴 我后悔到不能呼吸 又被我搞砸了 又搞砸了 怎样才能回去 我下定所有的心 只要能够让她的心 重新开心 又被我搞砸了 又搞砸了 又伤了她的心 她流下一颗泪滴 我后悔到不能呼吸 又被我搞砸了 又搞砸了 怎样才能回去 我下定所有的心...
搞砸了 - 黄鸿升 小鬼
再一次拨了电话还是没有回应 再一次等待着奇迹 再一次想了又想不懂为何自己 再一次挥霍她的心 我蠢蠢 蠢到了底 自己都很难相信 她就是一次一次 一次一次 忍耐到这结局 又被我搞砸了 又搞砸了 又伤了她的心 她流下一颗泪滴 我后悔到不能呼吸 又被我搞砸了 又搞砸了 怎样才能回去 我下定所有的心 只要能够让她的心 重新开心 再一次拨了电话还是没有回应 再一次挂断了手机 再一次美丽的梦变成空了废墟 再一次让爱都开心 我蠢蠢 蠢到了底 自己都很难相信 她就是一次一次 一次一次 忍耐到这结局 又被我搞砸了 又搞砸了 又伤了她的心 她流下一颗泪滴 我后悔到不能呼吸 又被我搞砸了 又搞砸了 怎样才能回去 我下定所有的心 只要能够让她的心 重新开心 又被我搞砸了 又搞砸了 又伤了她的心 她流下一颗泪滴 我后悔到不能呼吸 又被我搞砸了 又搞砸了 怎样才能回去 我下定所有的心...
it’s X’mas time and my mind is filled with x’mas spirit/mood.. haha
just now afternoon, i went x’mas shopping with vic, we bought zengan, a _______ and shih hui, a ______. haha.. the shopping was great though i felt quite tired after a late night slp (and woke up real early to go to service)…
after which we went compass point to buy the mini cards.. we split the...
when my health reaches its tipping point..
have you ever spend 1 hour in the bed trying to wake up from a deep sleep, and when you succeed, you felt a sudden giddiness in your head? and you can’t even move and need to remain motionlessly?
that’s me on last thu morning (2 days back).. guess i am too sick too even go to work.. i really struggled to get up early to go to work, cause i have alot of unfinished work to do.. but i...
November 2009
3 posts
grown up VS Growing Up..
time flies.. it has been 2 months since i first stepped into my company.. looking back.. i felt that i am much more mature.. and independent..
being sociable is my character, but being over-sensitive is also my character and my weakness.. one of the more obvious one..
for instance, you can see me 1 day, i will be very happy and jumpy, the other moment i will be dam sad and emo cause i sense that...
the breakup effect...
it has been along time since i blog..
well, tonight just went for a seamboat dinner with the usual plus meiwei.
abit sudden, but yes, ying invited her..
kinda of awkward, but well, as a MP project mate, i still can accept the fact..
the dinner was not bad (eh, the focus of this post is not the dinner),
ate lobster (treat by hong) and pay $40 each for the meal with compilment desserts by...
October 2009
6 posts
Fashion sensibility
Recently, saw this interesting blog post that i feel like agreeing on his stand, well, great clothes doesn’t mean great style/fashion, and great fashion doesn’t really need great clothes, it’s best to MIX AND MATCH, with a great colour combination and with your best attitude and confidence, i am sure you will also be standing out among the crowd:)
itsamazing:
Okay lately,...
unexpect the unexpected
hmm, tonight just went to collect my new spects, quite happy though,it’s blue and it shines!
however, my smile doesn’t last long when my mum told me that she saw a crowd when she was at our house downstair, she heard from the rest of the crowd that that is a kid who committed sucide by jumping down from the flat.
i was so shocked when i heard about this, all my happiness suddenly...
Today and ytd..
well, ytd met Alex at the interchange, so strange, time flies, now both of us are wearing formal attire, we didn’t get a chance to talk cause he is accompany with a fren.
today was a better day compared to last few working days, my colleague, Audrey finaly back from her training course, i was so energetic in helping her, guess i really have nothing to do over the days bah.
it’s so...
September 2009
11 posts
upcoming events..
this is my upcoming schedule..
friday night: get the sony eric phone and to say hi to sayhaow
sat: children church helper for children’s day celebration at expo
meet vic to buy zy’s present, attend church service & fellowship
sun: help out in yt’s event as helper:)
internship isn't as stressful as i thought
well.. the title says it all.. for the first few days of work, i was having quite a nice treatment though, my supervisor treat me nice, my mentor has been very good to me, my collegues has been talking to me with random stuffs..
and i have been very busy since the first day, today i did my first OT.. till0715.. actually it’s i give myself OT cause, i dun ewant my task to drag more and more...
last day of rest..
finally.. this is it.. my last night before my internship starts..
thinking of waking up tml early in the morning for work makes me feel abit sian..
but well.. this is what i suppose to do.. and is posted to be doing..
so i gotto live with it..
5 months more..
hope tml will be a brand new happy day for me..
new environment with my new phone beside me..
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