How i wish to stop her from crying..?

How i wish to use my hands to touch her cheeks and wipe her tears?

How i wish to take out my tissues and wipe her tears that run down her cheeks?

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It’s like you see a donut in front of you, but you just can’t eat it.. it’s so tempting and yet sinful.. :(

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Seeing her cry makes my heart bleed..

Guess she will need to be more independent..

She will eventually find a better shelter that is way better than me..

I am not worth for her to wait..

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Tired of holding her back…

Tired of holding my feelings..

Tired of keeping my hands off her hands..

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Rmb those memories that short and precious..

in the train.. on the road..

It’s really heartache..heartaching..

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Guess it doesn’t matter anymore…

Cause I am not going to allow her to wait for me…

You can say that I am bad.. I am evil..

just that..

I seriously think that 我不配.
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With or without NS..

I will still would not continue to move on to my next step..

I have torture her enough already..

She has suffered enough for her past love life..

And I dun want my r/s with her to last so shortly like what I have previously..

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It’s not a fair exchange..

it’s a selfish act..

An act that I think I shouldn’t even think about it..

Friendship doesn’t comes easy..

R/s needs a lot of bravery,

I dun have that enough courage to do so..

so well, it will be like a kite without strings, let her fly to wherever wants..


謝謝你的美好…

謝謝你… 给我的…的美好~~~ this song.. it’s for her..

…. thanks for sharing your memories with me… following are the lyrics

作词:严爵作曲:严爵

因為我們知道 這天終究會來的

所以不計較 只要彼此可以過的更好

當初愛的是你 讓我哭時也是你

在我的身邊 讓我嘗到有被愛的感覺

謝謝你的美好 我絕對不會忘掉
雖然那滋味 慢慢地 慢慢地 淡掉
今晚我們見面 算不算最后一遍
答應自己不流眼淚

** 我們在散步 我們在殘酷 心里早預估
誰要說出口 誰要當兇手 你還是我
我們的全部 所有的全部 只要再一步
就能夠解脫 就能夠擁有 得到自由**

請你不要 cry like this is a surprise
哭出來 only make things 更難捱
我的愛 并沒有改 是時間作怪
Girl you know that,right?

嘿 你把你眼淚擦干
嘿 你把你腳停下來
one more step
that’s all that we have left

謝謝你的美好 我絕對不會忘掉

雖然那滋味 慢慢的慢慢的淡掉

今晚我們見面 算不算最後一遍

答應自己不留眼淚

**…**

我們在散步 我們在殘酷 心裡早預估

誰要說出口 誰要當兇手 你還是我

我們的全部 所有的全部 只要再一步

就能夠解脫 就能夠擁有 得到自由……