楊丞琳 仰望
如果能重來 我的答案 會不會更改 或是等待
守在你身旁 絕對不逃開 不讓誰將我們沖散
不怕風看穿 我的孤單 不怕雨糾纏 眼淚擦乾
讓回憶倒帶 我將愛保管 別讓我一個人承擔
這個失去你的遺憾 我會勇敢
仰望風 能帶你回來 仰望雨 能安靜聽完
臉龐 發燙 眼眶 抵抗 不肯讓你離開 丟下我流浪
仰望你 抱我在胸膛 仰望夢 能給我力量
不讓愛逃亡 不讓心躲藏 讓我堅強
Repeat ＠
無法預知 我努力 我必需 遺忘的疼痛
假裝執著 我知道我抬起頭 會有你的守候
仰望風 能帶你回來 仰望雨 能安靜聽完
臉龐 發燙 眼眶 抵抗 不肯讓你離開 丟下我流浪
仰望你 抱我在胸膛 仰望夢 能給我力量
不讓愛逃亡 不讓心躲藏 不讓我瘋狂
如果能重來 我的答案 會不會更改 或是等待
守在你身旁 絕對不逃開 不讓誰 將我們沖散
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Suppress over so many days, listened to so many days of her PMS, i gave up! I give up on myself for counseling her. i spent so many days comforting her and she has to nerve to piss me off:(
It can’t always be I am the one caring for her right?
Does she even care about me? Does she even think of me?
Does she even worried about my work? …worried whether will i be caught in the heavy rain due to my work?
NO! nothing, nothing from her tonight. All she thought is traveling, told her I need 1 more guy to travel, since it’s bangkok, and she started her stories again… All she thought is her sucky tutorial timeslot, I mean just live with it loh, if you can’t swap with others, just adjust your schedule and live with it, what’s the big deal!
And after that, she just abruptly end the call just because our stated chat time is about to reach!
please loh! i want to talk more, at least until i reached home (i was traveling home from camp) and what she did is to hang up on me. Fine. What, “I have nothing to talk to you also”, it’s ok, i understand she needs to sleep early for tml’s 12pm lesson.
NO doubt, all my misery is being explode out through this song… What i can say is that… when this video is being played for the first time, I broke down. Yes, i broke down in tears running all over to my cheeks. Guess i have hide too long, i have suppress too far, i need to expel everything out, i need to expel every emotions out.. work is sucks, life is sucks.
Like this song is saying…
如果能重來 我的答案 會不會更改 或是等待
不怕風看穿 我的孤單 不怕雨糾纏 眼淚擦乾
讓回憶倒帶 我將愛保管 別讓我一個人承擔
If everything can be replay, would I change my answer, will the answer NO changes everything, my friendship with her, the bonding we had, the fun we had… 7 more days to our 1 year anniversary, and this is how God is going to use her to test me.
felt so lonely, when can i go catch a movie? when can i go have a good meal? when can i go for a hearty buffet? when can i go overseas and have fun like i did in Genting?
so many questions, so little answers… 4 more working days to go, and yet i am feeling so tired, tired of everything, wish to dig a hole and stay inside.. forever… :(
